Losing Heaven

18. Female. Freshman at Ball State University. I post about nature, animals, old buildings, fandom shit, history, music, art, science, and philosophy. I am here for everyone; so message me if you ever want to talk, be it about something important or just to say "hi." :)

I would like to apologize for my obsession with bats and dead things.

Unpopular opinion time!

wolfinarmasi:

I hate it when people say things like “All cops are terrible” and “Cops don’t protect anyone” and “Police are just thugs.”

Excuse you, my best friend’s dad is a cop and he’s one of the nicest, fairest people I’ve ever met. Don’t tell me all cops are thugs because they’re fucking not and I will put my fist through your fucking face if you do. Got it? Good.

College Journal Entry

wolfinarmasi:

Went for a quick walk today. Saw yet another potential hipster alpha male. I have yet to witness the day when they all gather at Starbucks in the Student Center and fight for who wins the female with the tightest leggings and the ugliest sweater that has been in her family since the 1920s. However, I know that day is coming; then I shall place my bets.

personal-anomaly asked: You'll be okay, I know you will, because you're strong! I believe in ya :) I'm here to talk anytime if you want

Thanks, man. XD I’m working on it.

2funnot2c asked: Hang in there, you're a kind and interesting woman. I have confidence that once you choose your major and minor you'll find the companionship you seek in your labs. These will be the ones who share your interests and have similar schedules. So till this happens don't give up on humankind as we haven't given up on you.

Thank you so much. It’s really nice to hear you say that, and I’m sure you’re right. I guess I’m just a little stressed right now, but I’ll figure things out just fine. :)

Hi guys.

The girl dreams she is dangerously ill. Suddenly birds come out of her skin and cover her completely… swarms of gnats obscure the sun, the moon, and all the stars except one. That one star falls upon the dreamer.

C.G. Jung, Man and His Symbols (via petrichour)

(Source: milktree, via happlessful)

So many people are shut up tight inside themselves like boxes, yet they would open up, unfolding quite wonderfully, if only you were interested in them.

Sylvia Plath (via razorshapes)

(via happlessful)

Food for the Wolves

People hate each other,

Devour each other,

But all of them are really the same.

Then something comes along,

And they band together for a bit

To fight for their cause,

And the world brightens.

Then they go back to hating,

To devouring each other,

Back to biting and snarling.

They rip the flesh from one another,

The thoughts and ideals they possess,

My soul collapses

And the world darkens again.